TODAY'S BLESSING

What the Lord Is Saying Today
February 27, 2009. My voice will be heard throughout the city. They will hear and obey. Rivers of living waters will flow freely. Your dry land will be watered. The desert will bloom again. The animals and even the rocks will praise Me in this hour. Children will come forth skipping and hopping. Their joy will be loud and they will not hold back their passion for Me. The King will ride through the streets with His chariot and angels assisting and accompanying Him. Yes, even the whole world will know of it and rejoice. Darkness will flee away in His presence. The ones who listen carefully to His voice and obey, these are the ones upon whom enormous favor will fall. A new order will be established. Glory to God. His presence will bring immense glory. You will know Him and He you. He loves you.Genesis 26:5 For Abraham listened to and obeyed My voice and kept My charge, My commands, My statutes, and My laws.

February 27, 2009. You are worrying about things that are out of your control. You will never be able to control this because it is the actions of someone else. You feel enormous guilt because you think your actions helped cause the problem. You are right, but it is too late to go back and change that. You have asked forgiveness from Me, and from the one that you are worrying about. Now you must forgive yourself. You have allowed Me to change you, and you can also do this through Me. You forgive others you must forgive yourself. Pray for the one now in trouble, and leave it with Me. Lay it down.James 5:16 Therefore, confess your sins to one another, and pray for one another so that you may be healed. The effective prayer of a righteous man can accomplish much.

Emotions

Where do I begin? I have been on an emotional roller coaster for about 2 weekes now. Why you may wonder? Well, My Granny's birthday was or would have been 2/3. My Uncle Don's birthday would have been 2/11 and today would have mine and Kelly's baby's 2nd birthday. I have been wondering if I should call the Dr. and ask what the sex of the baby was. All I asked when I went to my 6 week check up after my DNC was why did we lose the baby. Dr. said the baby had a chromosomal defect. He never offered to tell me the sex, I guess if I had asked then I would know. Would that be pouring salt back on that wond that will never heal or would knowing help my wound heal?
I know that God has plans for me to me a Mom. Heck, I am a Mom, a step-mom, but still I am a parent. I love being a step-mom and yes, I would give everything and anything to have my own bio-child but, that will never happen. yes, we will adopt, when? I have no idea. Kelly is still unemployed and what agency will let us adopt with only one income?
I think the lady that had in-vitro and had 8 babies should give me one of her babies! Just kidding! Maybe....
My heart is still heavy. With all the love that I have in my life I know that I am blessed and will always miss my baby and 2/12 will always be a sad day for me. Sweet baby till me meet again in heaven, know that your Mommy and Daddy miss and love you. I know that Granny and Nanny are taking good care of you. Happy Birthday!